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Sunday, April 29, 2007

we are promoted to the top!

that unforgettable night=)

soccer match was cancelled last fri.
but we had a mini scn gathering till 9++..lol
u guys are interesting man!haha
seriously, they make me laugh for this few days.
no forgetting those who was concerned about me..=) u know who u guys are.
thnx a million for being there for me. i chose the route, i ll always be ready for the challenge:p

went back sch for fun fest ytd..haha
more than we expected turn up! haha
RACHELBECKYMIAOYINGSHERMANBORALEDUNG and ME=) were playing this wierd game call..hmm.cas?? i forgot(opps) ok ..me n rachel paired up..cox we dun really know how the game..
to be honest..i till dun get it..i still dunno how to play the game lla..'-'''
we suggested to play another game..something related to marriage.yup
haha
ok..it was damn fun..everybody enjoyed that! but i only get to know how to play it somewhere near the end of the game..lol
ok..i admit
im wols!lol

went airport to study overnight with
KellyRachelMiaoyingBeckyChingyingLedungJayBora
yea! me n rachel rox! we are the only 2 survivors who didnt even sleep for a minute ytd! haha
short ppl rox k..lol
nice n fun ! i enjoyed=)
went home early in the morning at abt 8++ met mummy for breakfast! n there i go:p home sweet home..lol..miss my bony!lol
but ..i've got a new member! --watermelon aka banana=)
bought it at mini toons haha

off to rush my other stuffs:p
bye

ooya..results will be out tml.

whether in or not

i ve enjoyed my time with all of you!

All the best!=)

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

it s hurtful. seriously. im a girl afterall. please.please think b4 u talk. im not even in council yet and u guys are like..pls..i really beg u guys..we are gonna be classmates for like 1.5 yrs. i wan it to be a nice one.
i protect my frenx. i dun wan them to be embarrassed. but U didnt think abt how i feel.
litres of tears gone today. n U i thought that u were ok..but im wrong. u complained. i ve tried my best in whatever i do. my gp sux. i know that. but ive always tried to contribute as much as i could. to be part of the group. not that i didnt contribute, but i did tried my very best, but u guys jux didnt see it. i know that all of u dun wan me to be in council. but i ve taken my 1st step out, i dun wanna back out. be it for my own good or what, i ve finished everything. n i shall wait for the results. dun be sarcastic anymore.
i thought that u guys will at least show me some support.no. u didnt. instead, discourage me further.
i have my own limits. i can still take it. but one day if i really cant take it. i dont know what i ll do.pls guys ..spare a thought for me.
put urself in my shoes, n u ll know how i feel. i bet u wont know.
if u happen to read this blog, PLEASE! talk to me personally.
i wouldnt turn down any request from my frenx.
believe me. but please dun take me for granted.
seriously, im truly hurt today.

sad day.

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`07--Students Council nominees

$9-taxi fare! woke up damn late this morning..urg!!

finally..everything is over=)
though it maybe tired, but all of us really do enjoy the things that we 've done for the past 2 weeks. All my 1st time. -pasting posters around the school compound-standing in front of the whole cohort singing-etc it's fun afterall. im starting to miss the time when the 'last day' group kept practising together to make sure that its perfect..lol
you wont be able to know whats my feeling now.confused;happy.sad.
i didnt regret my choice.
went dinner with some sc and scns=)
alex! make me feel so stupid..urg. cow drink milk..''-'' 1+1=3'-''
urg.!
lots of fun with them..lol im so happy=)
but..the results will be out on wed.
be prepared for the worst.be optismistic=) thats my philosophy.
thnx for my supportive cgmates! luv u guys!<3 t
hnkx eugene for solving the canteen rally thingy!
thnkx mdm leow for being so understanding!
thnkx for ur votes thnkx for lots of things.

next up..xxtraordinaire chinese singing competition.
should i join?
im thinking.
im encouraged to.
but im not too sure.
let me think for one more day.
off to catch some sleep.
tml's alarm--4.30am light off nitex

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Monday, April 23, 2007

i jux feel like plucking all the hairs out!! urg..its irritating me..
tml is my rally
yes.
i will do well!
have faith in myself.
one apple crumble to survive the whole day.
i ve only tried this once in my life time.
no appetite.
pmsing.
out of control this time round
sorry kelly to make u cry too..
n thnx for being there for me.
thnkx to the council nominees:p thnx for supporting me:p
thnkx to some of the councillors who have been so understanding.
thnkx to my gp group ppl. SY;DES;DOM;TY
thnkx to des..for waiting for my gp thingy..lol..so sorry, i ll try to get it done asap:p
thnkx to my class ppl! they ve always been supporting me:p
i ll do it !
trust me:p

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

life sux..ytd was a nice day..but not today! must be food poisoning..urg...
MUM+DAD+ME+AHGIRL+AHLING+AHHUEY= DIARRHEA
yea..n im out the whole day with fiona...
Happy bdae fiona!
Yea..i know im not the 1st la..cox im giving u a surprise ma..hehe..
kk..sacrifies my hmwrk time for u..omg..im so wei da..!! im gonna chiong like mad tonight lor..
haha..but its ok.!! cox u r my BESTIE!!! haha..
anyway...ya..i think she s quite irritated by me today..lol..REddie was here..n diarrhea..went to the toilet abt 4 to 5 times..urg!!!
went dinner with little aunt;s family..hehe..luv to talk to them!lol..haha..
damn tired now..
here s somthing to share:
1)chinese essay
2)Gp project
3)maths assignment
4)chinese assignment
5)physics spa mock test tml
6)maths lecture test tml
7)econs essay
8)tml's canteen rally

dead meat..
n im still blogging now..
its time to go!

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

Happy Birthday Richelle!
Yea..really busy nowadays.
went back to school today from noon to evening with some council nominees:p
yup! it was so fun! we planned our canteen rally for tues! we took such a long time to get settle down..lol
had a trial on our rally..49-rachel 51-yunzhi 53-me 54-junkai
i think i did the worse..lol..haha..cox i did a lot of times..lol
cant get the key right! urg....
finally got the courage to stand at the podium n sing out loud though im still ....lol ok fine
everything will be fine!
went to get our placard materials at west mall after that!:p

Richelle's bdae today!( she's my cousin):p
Another family gathering!
All cousins unite!!! except for some who were not there:p
Even though they may be age gap..lol(opps) but we can still communicate la..lol!! its fun being together where everybody is like talking stuffs..! haha
Im so soory! can play mahjong today..urg!! so tempted..but its ok..we still have time..!! haha
lots of stuff to do..haha
meteor rain tonight!! urg!!! nobody can go with me..so sad..haix..2 am..i bet mummy wont allow too..haha..
but its ok..i shall stay up tp 2 to c if theres really meteor rain! haha
finally got my election speech done..lol thankx a lot yiheng!! haha

in need to drink more pi pa gao+honey lemon+plain water :p
say no to chilli!!! haha..( but i ll die without chilli)!!!

off to do my placard! cya!

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

im tired..really..chem test tml! muahahaha..doubt i can pass..

now in my eyes
sitting silence by my side
going on holding hands walking through the 2 yrs life
hold me up
hold me tight
lift me up to touch the sky
teaching me to serve with hearts
helping me over my minds
i can fly
im proud that i can fly
to give the best of mine
till the end of the time
believe me i can fly
im proud that i can fly
to give the best of mine
that heaven in the sky..

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

i slipped n fell down the stairs 1/2 an hour ago..!!!!!! URGGGGG...lucky there s no one there..so embarrassing..
gonna update later :p
back to do my econs.+rally stuffs:p

[Be prepared for the war!]muahahaha

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

1-0!! cool! MJ soccer won again! haha. All council nominees were supposed to be there to cheer for them! YES! and we did it:p It s a really wonderful experience! AmandaKellyBeckyRachelSabrina! we were overjoyed when there s finally a goal scored by MJ soccer team! we were cheering like a bunch of mad women..lol but afterall i bet all of us really enjoyed it!!!YEAH!!!!

Came back home n did my identities..im gonna make 53 of them! haha
Kbox(ing) this morning till noon with ahLing;ahGirl;jiHwye--female cousins unite!haha
I feel so paisei to let u guys pay again..x3 3rd time le..i promise next time when i start working i ll treat u guys!! muahahaha!
went airport with fiona(dardar)!!haha actually, we were supposed to meet at 2.30..then the 2 super late queens dragged all the way to 3.30..lol..and that lady took more than 1/2 an hour to finish her lunch..lol its ok..haha..cox i always do that!lol thats the main reason why we can get along so well!
went mac after that..kc kel..pohyu were there as well..but we sat separately..(cox no seats!!) haha we didnt really get into serious work immediately..haha..we chatted on lots of things again..haha..its all our usual stuff again.lol..we can only see each other for like once a week..lol.thats why we got lots of things to chat on! lol..managed to finish most of my maths n part of my identites!(thnks kc n fiona) haha..
went for family dinner near katong..(i think so)haha..we passed by bedok south..upp east coast road..siglap..then im lost..haha..lucky im not the one driving..lol(i cant drive though)lol
My table was the noisest compared to the other table..lol..cox all cousins unite= craps+complains+jokes+etc.
im so happy yet sorry today
Happy--enjoyed myself with frenx n cousins:p
Sorry--didnt go for tombsweeping today..
ahgongahma sorry!!!!!
had along day..:P gonna to draw out my poster now..cya!
Gd nitex:p

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Deep in thoughts..I couldnt eat nor sleep well these few days..theres no reason behind it..maybe ive been thinking too much..
i broke my record on 9/4/07..i slept at 4am..but my effort was not wasted..i did another PI..n i got it back today..n the comment was not bad...im satisfied:p
yup..i passed the council interview. By right i should be really happy about it..but somehow ..somewhere..i dun get the feeling..cox some of my frenx didnt manage to get in.. cheer up k guys!!
i came to a final decision today.i ll do my best!
i have been thinking a lot ever since i step into jc life..well perhaps thats the process..:p
some things to conclude after killing all my brain cells..:
(1) Treasure those around u.
(2)Confidence
(3)Smile always
(4)Be optimistic
(5)Never say NO
(6) Learn to say NO--i doubt i can..
(7)Hope
(8)Be preapared
(9)Family
(10)Friends
(11)XXXfoesXXX
(12)Time management
(13)Time--24hrs is not enough for me..
(14)Be yourself
(15) Do what you wanna do
(16)Diet
(17)Constipation
(18)Independent
(19)Health
(20)Rally
(21)Stage
(22)Individual
(23)Courage
(24)Serious
(25)Im never alone
(26) 535353535353535353

u motivated me to sch..yes you!!! no one else..

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Monday, April 09, 2007

omg!! i cant believe that! im still awake.!! i cant sleep..i need sleepin pills...!! gosh..
onli left abt 2hrs to sleep b4 i wake up for econs n phy tutorial!! urg!!!!
off to force myself to sleep!!

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look at the time now..2.15am..and im still awake..all thanks to the PI..dunno what is it actually! thnks for helpin me to print it out xw! lol..jux manage to finish my PI..i cant imagine how sucky it was..lol..xw commented that the front was nice..but the activity part was simply jux copying from the example..'___' its not ok..i did some editing..!! haha i will only get 3 hrs of sleep..n i gotto wake up at 5.30 to do complete my econs tutorial Q4!!! omg..i cant imagine how..perhaps i should have been a bit quicker in doin my work..haha..but im sure i ll complete my hmwrk! hehe..off to sleep:p gd nitex(opps its morning) lol

[u are my motivation to school..]
[treasure]

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

to add on.next week..the result will be out!!
im worried.
all the best guys!

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wild wild wet was fun indeed...but i felt that im super slack for this few days..no hmwrk done even though there are lots to be done..lol..+ my PI!!! omg ..i guess i ll be dead today..but luckily..im smart enough to complete some of my hmwrk last week!! so pls dont say im RETARTED anymore! --fiona lim!!'='haha..
off to buck up in my PI!! bye!

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Friday, April 06, 2007

it has been quite a long time since i last blog..
well..basically its all about lectures..tutorials...lectures..tutorials..again..its kind of what i've expected in jc lifes, so i shant be whiny anymore! yea..went for my cca on wed:p yup! volleyball! haha..i love that!the no. of vvb players have grown..there are much more than what we have during the pae, n thats gd! knew some new friends there, well i can just say its fun:p but its only once per week..i still prefer SC..haix..cox it seems so much nicer n more fun..even though there are lots of work to be done..lol..
waited for kel(she s in slc)..till abt 6...while chatting with des..thats when i really found out that how fortunate i am to have a healthy body..
i cant express it in words..i can only say that friends..please really take care of yourself!! i dont wish anything to happen on you guys..cox all of you are my precious friends..:p

went back to bgss for speech day ytd..yea..i really miss them..!!esp 4/1~~ i miss the fun joy and laughter we had in the past 2 years..3/1..4/1..esp the revision period for 'o's..all of us are so one united..(one for all..all 4 /1)yup saw my dearest teacher..MRS QUEK! i cant really help not to miss her..she s the one who encourages me all the way when i failed my test..she never fails to clear my doubts!! she never give up on us"=" she was in a rush to the washroom..but the only thing i did when i saw her was.."MRS QUEK!!!!!" again we hugged so tightly together..!! i really miss her lots..n she said only one sentence" arh....dun make me cry!!" then she ran away..
haha..thats her..a super duper nice teacher..!! i didnt forget the promise i made to u during teacher's day last year..i promised to write a 1000 words essay for her!! i ll make sure she get a big surprise on this year's teacher's day!!
it was somehow a mini class gathering..all of us gathered in our class tables and chat all way long..during reception time..everybody seems to have change..really..!! i really hope that our friendship can lasts 4ever:p

daph..yiping..fiona came to my house after that to play bridge..well gals..im like the beginner only..im a FAST LEARNER OK!! haha.well basically..those who paired with me loss la..coz im kinda..lousy .ok..i ll try to improve in my skills!!

movie marathon after that..:p went with bora..kel..kc..didnt really focuse on the movie much..cox some i hv watched b4..slept for like about 4 hours..played cards..drank milo..chatted..
didnt really get a chance to sleep today..cox went pet safari immediately after my breakfast to buy barbi's food! which cost me $25!! mum s gonna pay the other half!haha..went shopping around with fiona!! haha..in the end..we got nothing..
actually wanted to cut hair somewhere there..but its like so ex!! haha we did get our haircut finally! but its not really what we want la.haha..went dinner with hm..bs..kc!
thats all i gotto say!

--treasure--

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Monday, April 02, 2007

finally..i somehow feel my shoulders lighter after the interview..i cant really comment on how i fair or i did..cox i dont really know what i was talking actually.haha acutally i know:p its just that im not really sure how did i answered them?..hmm..u got to ask the councillors~lots n lots of questions just popppp out from them..i went in UNprepared..cox i ended my lesson at 5.25..n im suppose to report to the holding room at 5.30..
well, i just answered what i think the answers should be..yea! just be myself! lol..cant really focused during physics make-up 45 mins b4 the interview..lol..im jnust panicking..blank out..couldnt hink of anything and couldnt get anything in too..haha. but thanks to all my friends who encourage me since this morning!PeckHOngSiuYingJaslynLynn
thanks larre's friend..hmm hai--soong for ur chinese txbk..im really broke to buy anymore stuff..haha
back to my interview..well...basically i reported punctually..went for the interview..n task completion..knew more friends! Chingying, sandeep,yimchee..haha nice to chat with!lol now im really worried about the results..i just hope that i can get through this interview..
there's this ques from the ta..mr goh.."how will you react if i tell you today's interview was terrible?" i was stunt! i ve thought of it ..what if it was real..? i ve done my best..n give in all my best!! be optimistic man! am i really that bad afterall? haha..i donno the ans..hehe
waited for kel n kc till 7++ then went home ..heard a few dirty jokes from wadi..lol..well i still dont get the mushroom thing..they just didnt wanna explain futher..i dont know why..lol

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

woke up at about 11 this morning..well not that i wanna wake up at that time..how i wished i could continue sleeping..but my mum's voice is like THUNDER ROAR!!! so i cant help it:)
my 1st food to go inside my empty stomach!BIRD NEST! cool right!( it happen only once in a blue moon) i dont really love that afterall..i just enjoy drinking the sweet water..oopps..lol slack in front of the tv after breakfast..continued to eat mango!! grapes..till like hmm..12 plus..and I've just notice that barbi has grown fatter! much more fatter than 2 months ago when she just came!! thats a good thing! gave her a nice shower and wore her clothes..and i found out that her clothes seemed to be a little bit tight for her..opps
My new pastime..ironing clothes! cool isnt it? moreover it can help me burn fats! actually wanted to trim my hair with fiona..but we discuss and decided to cut it tml..:p but who knows..qiqi(one of the councillor) called n told me my council interview is tml!!!!! omg! i was like..i just wanna cut my hair..but..n im not even prepared for that! but its ok.. just be myself! nothing is impossible if i give in all my best!!right! went airport to mug with kel instead of fiona..lol just reached home half an hour ago..n i saw YiHEngNisan.aka.JAminKennetHhongQiFelix they all look quite the same except for their hair..lol..haha kinda dyed hair? i think so:p is saw neth n nisan wearing 4/1's classtee..i just have a sudden feel that im still in sec4..n i ll get to see them tml in school. I really miss 4/1 lots..even though sometimes there might be conflicts among us..but we are still one united who loves~Miss LOY a lot..right guys? miss the days when we were all together..going ktv..n nisan singing n discussing what to do for her..:lol well thats all in the past anyway.. it has all become memories..
what i should be thinking should be the council interview tml!!! i hope the councillors interviewing me are those who have friendly faces..lol..nothing is impossible!! be myself and give in my best performance tml! All the best tml wanling!! ajaja ganbatae!
To add on..Happy April fool's day to everyone! esp fiona n jamin n gene! cox they are the only ones who got trick by me..:p
HAppy bdae siuyin!

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KC--Bra freak
Me--Panties + pens freak
KC--treasurer who keep losing her wallet
mE--treasurer who keep counting the wrong amt of $$
Kel--perfect treasurer
FRI
Ended school quite early today..12.05..but thats not all for the day. The 1st time i see almost all my cg mates gather around the study benches there n chiong their chem spa manual...dotxx..
finally there's once when we are all together. kelly n me waited for kc till 2.(BIO!!) and guess what..she lost her wallet again. All the class funds inside..like a few hundred dollars? haha..but luckily we found it in the classroom..
Went tm for lunch at pizza hut.omg..can you imagine us playing games to stuff the food into our poor stomach!! slacked there for like 1.5hrs..then we went around slacking everywhere..esp my fav place! popular!! I'm a pen freak! Well, basically I'll lose at least 1 of my things per week..so i ll need to visit popular very often..lol Actually, we wantd to catch a movie..but all the shows start so damn late, so we went back to bedok mac n MUG till 9..n back to my home sweet home:p
Today
Early in the morning 6 o'clock..bro woke up because he gotto report for guards duty..saddam..i didnt really bother about him wakin up so early..like 5++++ when he s suppose to report by 7.'-''
went to pee out abt 200ml of pee n went back to bed..woke up at 9++ again ..another 200+ml of pee..dont know where the hell all the pee come from..i hvn been drinking plain water since last week..cox im simply too lazy to refill my bottle..haha..prepared n have my breakfast while watching doreamon..its kinda intersting..hehe and i found out that barbi seemed to have grown fatter! thats good! well..went bdk inter with mummy to buy some stuffs..(6 big mangoes+biscuits) its damn heavy..and i have no idea why she cant just buy 3 first..then buy another 3 next time..perhaps tml..haha..maybe she knew that i was there so she can buy more!!so i ll help her carry..lol.. went airport to mug again with kelly n her friends( becky+pohyu) chat a lot just now..we took the last train backk..lucky sia..lucky we didnt miss it..haha anyway..gonnna stop here:p going to mug at airport tml again with fiona n her friends!!!haha..anybody can tell me where should i get my air cut?!!

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