Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, April 26, 2007

it s hurtful. seriously. im a girl afterall. please.please think b4 u talk. im not even in council yet and u guys are like..pls..i really beg u guys..we are gonna be classmates for like 1.5 yrs. i wan it to be a nice one.
i protect my frenx. i dun wan them to be embarrassed. but U didnt think abt how i feel.
litres of tears gone today. n U i thought that u were ok..but im wrong. u complained. i ve tried my best in whatever i do. my gp sux. i know that. but ive always tried to contribute as much as i could. to be part of the group. not that i didnt contribute, but i did tried my very best, but u guys jux didnt see it. i know that all of u dun wan me to be in council. but i ve taken my 1st step out, i dun wanna back out. be it for my own good or what, i ve finished everything. n i shall wait for the results. dun be sarcastic anymore.
i thought that u guys will at least show me some support.no. u didnt. instead, discourage me further.
i have my own limits. i can still take it. but one day if i really cant take it. i dont know what i ll do.pls guys ..spare a thought for me.
put urself in my shoes, n u ll know how i feel. i bet u wont know.
if u happen to read this blog, PLEASE! talk to me personally.
i wouldnt turn down any request from my frenx.
believe me. but please dun take me for granted.
seriously, im truly hurt today.

sad day.

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